In the blink of an eye...

Do believe that things happen for a reason?

When did you Grow up?

How many times does your history repeat itself?

Is it wrong to keep a secret if you don't think you should?

Where did this train fall off the track?

Yes I know it is very early on a Sunday Morning, but what do you do when you cannot sleep? ask way to many questions obviously. No I am not drunk. No I am not tired. No I am not going to answer them questions above!

Those questions have however brought me to an epiphany of thought. None of it matters. Words hurt. As children we strive for our parents attention, As teenagers we try and escape it, as adults we are able to enjoy our parents company. As siblings the rivalry is always there. If you are fortunate enough to have a brother or sister you know what I mean. You could both be 80 years old and one will still annoy the other. It is what brings us all back to childhood. Nothing is more joyous than the Love for your sibling and Nothing is more painful.
To grow together usually ends just when it should start. Catching up is probably more possible than you could ever dream of. No one wants constant agony. No one wants unhappy memories. Life will pass you by in the blink of an eye, and if you let it when you are blinking a smile should cross your face.

Why is it hardest to sleep when you are most tired?

Why do thoughts keep crossing the mind when it needs to be blank?

Why is this dog trying to play right now?

I have learned many things so far in my life, it has not been a long one do not get me wrong, sometimes when all the air is sucked out of the proverbial room it is time to open a window. for every action there is at least three choices for a reaction and the easiest is always the most hurtful and defensive. For every situation there is always an excuse, it is up to those involved to accept the excuse, to challenge the excuse, or to learn from the excuse. Those who do not learn from History are likely to repeat it. I always took that one literally until I realized that it could be translated into my own life and my past. Try to learn something new everyday. Treat others how you would want to be treated this one I like. Three strikes and your out. I use this one and the preceding one in tandem.

I am brought back to my Memories and most of them (97%) are good. I have, for the most part, a good life and in the past when something bothered me I would analyze it from every angle and try and see all sides and put myself in every shoe, but I realized a couple of years back sometimes the shoe doesn't fit and you have to pick a new pair!

So like I said before: In the blink of an eye....

til next post....